uh yea so......

i have no email addresses now? i dont know what happened? so all u can do is look at my l/j to see whats up. sorry. anyway so i really like shawn now. he started saying "i love u" to me. its soo cute. oohhh ohhh ooohhh i got to see his picture......... hes sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. i like him so much.... i dont know what to do.....he lives in ohio.....makes me sad........ but hes sooooo cute. its soo cool that i snagged him up... but i called him while at work and he was piercing his cheeks....lil weird but i like it. he wanted to pierce it all the way through his mouth like a horse.... but he just did his cheeks. hes soo cool i cant get over him. i just want to atlk to him all the time and just be with him.... to bad he lisve in ohio. ggggggggggrrrrrrrr i dont know im so confused......i like him way to much and it just hurts hes away, and i want to be with him...hes gonna call me in the morning when he goes to school... i love him, hes really cute, hes in a band, hes sweet, funny, he is pierced lol, he is tattooed, he likes me.... i just am in love with him. i am gonna lose my head. anyway, he likes talkin to u he called u today and he said u didnt answer.... i dunno i told him u might be baby sitting. grrrrrr i wanna talk to him right now..... i like him sooo much, but sometimes i feel like its nothin to be sooo happy about. like he lives to far away to have a good relationship. but oh well. kanada hes soooooooooooooo cute u gotta see him. anyway im gonna go to bed so tomorrow comes earlier..... bye